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years, they go by, they just keep getting worse
in vain we try to tame that unquenchable thirst
well, my lips form a prayer but the sound is a curse
and I don't think this world is for me
and I've tried and I've tried to make some good of this life
but I always end up on the edge of that knife
I guess there's just no one else with the patience for strife
and I don't think this world is for me
each day I wake to the sun going down
and every new place is the same broken town
I think we've lost all our good to the bad that we've found
and I don't think this world is for me
so once more, here I'll sit looking into the night
and I'm hopelessly searching for some guiding light
but this is the last time that I'm gonna fight
cuz I don't think this world is for me
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my friends are all mountains, they hold my whole world up
and keep me from falling into that great abyss
and when they ain't around me my world's flat and frightening
no, hills just ain't company it's my mountains I miss
trials they beat me down, endless and merciless
to keep from giving in is all I can do
so I'll climb me a mountain and its air will revive me
remind me there's so much more living I've yet to do
my friends are all mountains, they don't care bout no cities
and the woes of the people well they'll pass in time
when I'm forlorn they hold me in the cool of their shadows
and bring me the breeze, dry the tears from my eyes
my friends are all mountains
it's only them I can count on
my friends are all mountains
so friend won't you come with me, I see that you're struggling
and I'm sorry your wants exist only in dreams
well the mountains they'll heal you if only you'd let them
so won't you climb with me and see just what I mean
my friends are all mountains
it's only them I can count on
my friends are all mountains
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3. |
Country (ADD/C)
02:22
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originally by ADD/C
I want to move to the country
and get away from the city
and let my mind be
free from the rhymes of another advertising jingle
or the hit new single
and the war for peace or was it peace for war?
because here I can ignore
all of the headline news and CNN
and that it's negative ten in Wyoming again
and that even the papers say we're doomed
and there's toxic fumes and my vote didn't count again
I want to move to the country
and get away from the cities
these empty boxes where we store our empty lives
if I want to know about the weather I can step outside
If I want to know about the news I can just make up my own lies
this place was built on destruction and waste
but if you want, you can move out to my place
and build a shack because our lives
are the only point of attack
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4. |
I Know I Don't
02:57
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I know I don't fuck up any more than anybody else does
we're fed up misfits calling it quits
yeah everybody's sick of something
hate goes 'round but I just feel that
we weren't meant to have quite this much fun
we don't gotta fight this one out
I know you got it just as bad as I do
seasons die but who's still breathing?
I hope that next year things get better
I know I don't fuck up any more than anybody else does
El Dorado to the shithouse
you want it but you're never gonna need it
high above, all swollen up
cut it open, you've got to bleed it
something's wrong, we just can't face it
no one's ugly but everybody's stupid
and what you got ain't worth a damn
if you can't see someday you're gonna lose it
I know I don't fuck up any more than anybody else does
loving ain't always the same things
we're all just trying to find a home
you gotta choose between the jagged edge
and being left to die all alone
I know I don't fuck up any more than anybody else does
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5. |
Porch Song
03:06
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well I'm sitting here smoking my third cigarette
I'd go to bed but I just haven't yet
I'm thinking of you and the things I regret
I'm scared I'll never love this way again
daylight draws near so I guess I'll lie down
and when I rise late I'll just wander around
but ghosts follow me everywhere in this tiny town
sometimes I feel like I'm a ghost too
and some things go slow and some others go fast
years in a heartbeat but heartache won't pass
and if I die young let me turn into grass
and let your new love lay down on my bed
if ever a new friend fell into my arms
may all these sad lessons keep them safe from harm
I hope someday I can escape from this dark
before it takes me down with it for good
but now I'm sitting here smoking my fifth cigarette
one day I'll be happy but I'm not happy yet
and stars shine on down from way up overhead
it makes me think of the way the world turns
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Junk
04:48
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you walk through the door, there's blood on your shirt
when I asked how it happened
you said, "don't you worry it's just from work"
and I know something's wrong but I just stare at the wall
I don't feel no regret, I don't feel much of anything at all
and I hope that these pills bring relief
and I hope that they help us to believe
that maybe we don't have to give up for good
if we only give up for tonight
and you're here in my arms but you're not on my mind
instead all the world's problems
they won't stop feeling like they're mine
and I wonder if there's a heaven, you say "you don't think so"
I ask when we'll be ok, you say "we've got a long way to go"
but these pills they won't help us feel sane
when the world outside just stays the same
but if you think that they'd help us to see another day
bust 'em out and I'll pour us some wine
and the pressure leaves my head as I tuck you into bed
it's a warm safe feeling
I hope this is what it's like when we're dead
I sit around, hours pass and then I start to feel my feet
well, the sun's coming up, I guess I'll just wander out into the street
and I hope that these pills kill the pain
but we both know this world it ain't gonna change
but if you think that they'd help us to see another day
bust 'em out and I'll pour us some wine
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If I'm Gone
04:20
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if I'm gone babe now don't you cry
I never really cared about living this lie
and if you love another guess I might as well fly
fare you well, you'll never see me no more
I love you baby but I used to have my doubts
I kicked the dirt up in the flames but they just wouldn't go out
now I'm begging for you back you keep on turning me down
guess I'll roll, you'll never see me no more
another one you got 'em shining in your eyes
you look my way it's like the day turned into night
count the stars up in the sky to help me pass away the time
until I'm gone and I don't see you no more
if I'm gone babe don't be surprised
I'm moving on to find myself a different lie
maybe when it's over I will finally be alright
I love you still but you won't see me no more
and if I'm gone babe now don't you cry
I never really cared about living this lie
and if you love another guess I might as well fly
fare you well, you'll never see me no more
I love you still, but you won't see me no more
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8. |
Flowers Keep Growing
04:26
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in the liquor a bottle fell from your hand
and then it smashed all over the floor
there was a smile on your face and tears in your eyes
no more lies, no more lies
we both need something more
then back at the house you disappear into your shadow
and the booze it don't ease your state of mind
i try to reach you but you're running from the devil
through the door, down the hill
and then you're out of my sight
and I found you down by the creek near your house
in the grass had your head bowed down
I tried to say anything, you put your hand on my mouth
and put your hand on your gun
will I come, will I come?
and I know that this darkness it seems to last forever
and the voices are most vicious at night
but take my hand, don't you slip away into the shadows
please stay with me here in the light, in the light
and there's flowers growing where you saw yourself forever
in the valley where the rivers wind on down
and it's beautiful but won't you let them flowers keep on growing
this place ain't going nowhere and I like having you around
this place ain't going nowhere and it's so cold under the ground
this place ain't going nowhere and I like having you around
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Silver Skies
04:40
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open up, you know the way that you feel
it's just not enough to help what we are
hold on tight to the ones that you love
they'll slip away if you let them get too far
but silver skies draw the line
between me and you and what might have been
flowing graces lighten dark places
when I can't see I feel where you are
and the sun went down too early on all of us
we're hiding out in our house and our shame
what you've done, it's made us think deep deeply
made us think about making that change
but silver skies draw the line
between me and you and what might have been
flowing graces lighten dark places
when I can't see I feel where you are
you're better off not stuck digging graves
with the rest of us, cursing and ragged
you're free to fly, not shackled by chains
weighted down, stuck to staying the same
silver skies draw the line
between me and you and what might have
flowing graces lighten dark places
when I can't see I feel where you are
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10. |
Colors Pass
03:10
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oh the colors that pass
from the light of the sun to the dark hues of death
our fingertips wind 'round the time we have left
we make space for the blues
as if we had a choice
but the falling leaves say we're leaving so soon
when is it time to rejoice
and take these gifts we've been given
make a beautiful noise
with these gifts that we're given
gotta fight for the truth
lord knows sometimes it's the hardest thing to do
but you ain't gotta stick up for me
I'll still stick up for you
and there's lessons we learn and many we don't
how come the people we love
are the ones we hurt most
there's dark clouds overhead
so come take my hand
let's embrace each other
and what we don't understand
like these colors that pass
from the light of the sun to dark the hues of death
our fingertips wind round the time we have left
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